Knight Rider & the End Times

I was amped up about the 2-hour season premiere for the Knight Rider series. About 5 minutes in, I was sorely disappointed. About 60 minutes in, I was sound asleep. I can’t believe I waited 20 years for that. The whole thing was basically one big Ford commercial. While I don’t have anything against Ford, that wasn’t what I was expecting. Oh well.

While I was sleeping, I was having all of these weird dreams. End times stuff. It was spooky stuff. Then I woke up and found myself on the couch. Knight Rider had long ended as had the 11pm news. What was on was JVIM with Jack Van Impe and his wife, Rexella. I breathed a sigh of relief. I thought I was having visions. Instead, it was simply the television on in the background while I was asleep.

So fear not. There are no hot rod cars with artificial intelligence in the Middle East. Wilton Knight does not have a head wound. And the woman on the beast is not riding in a Ford Cobra.

A New Beginning

On Friday evening, Donna and I drove up to Morehead for the viewing and a time to receive friends and family. The Knights of Columbus sent a few men who stood guard over Grandpa’s body during the viewing and performed funeral rites at the end of the night. There was a particular moment that stood out which was at the end of the night when the five grandchildren gathered around the casket. We all stood by his side, said our goodbyes, and remained there in silence. It was the start of a new beginning for me.

On Saturday, Donna and I drove up to Havelock for the mass at Grandma’s church and then on to Davis for the graveside service. Grandma wanted the five grandchildren to be pallbearers and I considered it an honor to carry my grandfather. Grandpa was buried in Davis next to his mom, great-Grandma Lou. After the burial, we received family and friends at my parent’s house which was nearby. Many people from the community cooked for us and we feasted in a packed house.

Today was the first day of normalcy and I am so glad for friends and family. Thank you to all who have expressed sympathy and words of kindness over the past week. I’m looking forward to getting back into the routine of things this week.

Below are some pics from Saturday afternoon. My Grandma was looking so pretty!

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Remembering Grandpa

On Wednesday, February 13, I lost my Grandpa. Too much had happened in the past week for his body to overcome. I was able to visit him on Saturday afternoon and again on Tuesday evening and am at peace with his passing. I’ve done my fair share of crying and remembering my times with him.

His name was Mackenzie Steeves. Grandma called him ‘Steeves’. Mackenzie is a cool name, especially in the 1920s. Then a bunch of soccer moms turned it into a girl’s name. Sad. I still think it’s a cool name though.

He and Grandma introduced me to orange creamsicles. They always had one for me when I visited. Grandpa later moved to Klondike bars. I always thought he was cutting edge when it came to his sweets!

I have a fond memory of his bowl of peanuts with those red skins on them. I used to think they were individually wrapped like his Hershey’s kisses. I remember him sitting in front of the television eating his sweets. He would bunch up his shirt or sweater to make this little pouch which would hold his chocolate candy or peanuts. He was so funny like that. One day, the bowl of red-skinned peanuts was gone as he had switched up to regular Planter’s salted peanuts and then to honey roasted. I had my first honey roasted goodness in his living room and it rocked my world. Thanks Grandpa!

Root Beer & Cream Soda! I had my first A&W at their house and always looked forward to a can when I visited. Then he broke out the A&W cream soda. So good! He switched up to Barq’s sometime in my early 20s I think. I had my first Barq’s at their house too. It was then that I became a Barq’s fan.

Shorty, Casper, & Doc. He always had a dog around. Shorty was the first one I remember and was a huge German Shepard that he kept in a big pen on a concrete slab in his back yard. Shorty used to scare the tar out of me when I was a kid because he was twice my size.

Easter egg hunts at Nunn Street became a Steeves tradition. I think he had more fun hiding the eggs and watching us find them. I have this random memory of us printing some ‘Steeves Annual Easter Egg Hunt’ t-shirts and wearing them on Easter.

I always thought that cable and HBO was a big thing at their house. Cable wasn’t available in our area until I was in high school so he used to tape Fraggle Rock for us on Betamax tapes. Whenever we visited, he always seemed to be watching the Cubs on WGN, some war movie with John Wayne, or old Godzilla movies...the ones where the Japanese was translated into English and the audio didn’t match up with the video. I also remember the family crowding into his living room with him to watch Dallas or Detroit play football on Thanksgiving Day.

Grandpa could always find a sale. 50% off the red tag clearance price is about what he normally paid for things. I could never leave their house without some gadget or article of clothing. And it wasn’t some hand-me-down either. This stuff was Polo and Nautica in their prime and was new off the rack with the sales stickers still attached!

When we visited this past Christmas, he walked me back to his room. This was different because I had only been in his bedroom maybe five times in my life. He went into his closet and pulled down a bag of hats, spread them out on his bed, and asked me to pick one. So I did. It was a white distressed Polo cap. Of course the price tag was still attached with quite a few sale stickers on it. He told me to make sure I got it dirty because it would look better. I told him I would. He walked Donna and me out to my truck. It was kind of cold out so Grandma stayed inside. He lingered in his driveway to wave goodbye like he always did. That was the last time I saw him in good health.

I called him a couple of weeks ago for his birthday. He normally passed the phone over to Grandma since he didn't seem to like talking on the phone much. This time he didn't. He was so chatty and we spoke for about 20 minutes. I’m so glad that I got to talk with him.

I’ll miss you Grandpa.

My Grandpa

The past week has been difficult. Late last Thursday night, my grandfather was rushed to the emergency room in New Bern. Without going into too much detail, he is in the Critical Care Unit and will be taken off of the respirator sometime within the next 24 hours. I have come to accept the realization that I will be losing my Grandpa very soon. Honestly, it hurts. I have not had to deal with death in my immediate family for a very long time and for that I consider myself fortunate.

I have watched my Grandma as she copes with Grandpa lying in a deep sleep in a hospital bed. During my visit on Saturday, I saw her stroke his hair and tell her ‘sweet heart’ that she misses him. I do not remember when I wept so hard. There was not much I could do but watch it unfold.

Today wasn’t much better. I received news this morning of the impending plans to let Grandpa pass in his sleep. Donna and I drove up for one of the afternoon visitations. I think Grandma had finally accepted what was going to happen and again I could only watch as she approached his bedside and spoke to him. My heart hurts so much for her. Before I left, I made it to his side, held his hand, and told him how much I loved him. I have no idea if he heard me or if he even knew that any of us were there.

During the past few days, Psalm 27:1 has been on my mind. It says: ‘The LORD is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The LORD is the defense of my life; Whom shall I dread?’ I trust that God will help my family as we continue through these next few days and prepare for life without my grandfather.

I love you Grandpa.

Beakes Maternity

I met up with my friends, Jeremy & Sarah, for some maternity pics. We started off with some shots in their house and then moved over to a park in Leland. We carried a sofa down to the boat ramp while the NC Fisheries guy was watching us. We acted like he wasn't there and surprisingly, he did not talk to us about dropping a couch on the dock. Then we moved over to a field full of some tall wheat-like grass for some earthy-naturale shots.

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Photobooth & a Sleepover

Donna's little sister, Halley, is spending the night with us so we broke out Photo Booth. This thing can entertain for hours! We'll be heading out in the morning for a quick photo shoot near Wrightsville Beach so I'm off to bed.

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The Dales at Figure Eight

Here is another family session from Figure Eight Island. It's been a while since I've been over there and it was nice to get back. We pretty much had the entire beach to ourselves. Nice!

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Episode 2

I'm looking forward to episode 2 tonight. Flashbacks, flash forwards, who got off the island and when, the 'Oceanic Six'...I think this is starting to resemble David Lynch's very strange Twin Peaks. Can't wait.